Where Did They Go?

"Where have they gone? My Emotions... they've all escaped, and left nothing behind..."



me and Sam were talking in band today and she was asking me to play with her and make weird faces at each other, but i said i couldn't. ans she asked "Well don't you practice making faces in the mirror?" and i said no. because i don't, i can't stand to look at myself in the mirror let alone make faces.
and i've always had to hide my emotions because of various reasons for so long, that now when i can and need to use them i can't. i'm not aware of my facial expressions most of the time and i get in a lot of trouble for that too.

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